never forget. always regret.

"never forget. always regret."
9/26/09

she's crying out, she feels so alone
wouldn't life be easier, living on her own?
everyday gets harder. surviving's the game.
ever since you left her, nothing is the same.

her thoughts are of what was
her dreams awake her with tears
though you almost died
she's unable to voice her fears

she has regrets, but she'll never tell
blame is heavy on her heart, she feels at fault
she knew you were anorexic, she knew it well
unable to speak to you, tears fell while she knelt

the pain inside finds its way out
she's stopped eating, her arms aren't whole
if you die, that will shred her heart.
if you die, suicide is her goal

this is the darkest poem i have ever written.