Monday, November 29, 2010

i got bored of writing letters. did a few more and now i'm done.

You write a letter each day to the following:

Day 1 — Your Best Friend


dear Jesus :)

i love You with all that i know how.


without You i know i'd be dead in an eternal torment.

i don't deserve You.

i will never walk away from You.


♥ forever Yours.


Day 2 — Your Crush


i don't have a crush but um... dear future potential husband...

i'm waiting for you mister! get a move on! haha kidding!

but really, the thing i hope most for you is that you are

pursuing the Lord 100%. Not only do i want you to love Him more

than me, but i also will need you to help lead me because that's

how He designed us. i really hope also that you have a love and

passion for music, and not just listening to it but singing and

or playing/performing it as well!! let me tell you, i'm excited

to meet you like you probably don't even know =) i've never dated

ANYONE so i hope that means something to you ♥ be blessed until we

meet! :)
Day 3 — Your parents


dear mom & dad...

there's so much i could say here, how many times we've fought, how

much i still disagree with you on many things... we could reminisce

about all of the fun times from growing up, the amazing times we still

have, especially when its us 3 girls and you two in the van headed to

somewhere yet nowhere at the same time. i could write about the millions

of times i've helped you weed our garden, the countless tractor rides,

even the day we got our cats! there are many stories i could dictate here

like riding a ferry to madeline island then rock island and getting eaten

alive by biting flies and mosquitoes just so we could see a lighthouse :)

i could bring up mom's mountain dew addiction and dad's weird obsession

with making us all laugh so hard we can't breathe *cough*anita*cough*


...but instead of all of that... instead i choose to write the few

words that i know can sum it all up without saying too little or too much:


i love you.

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)


dear all 7 of my siblings (even you adam michael! can't wait to meet you someday!)

life has been CRAZY with all of you && i wouldn't trade a single one of you

for anything in the world!!! i DO wish that you would all come to know the

Jesus i do in the way i do, or even more! He loves you SO much more than you

could ever imagine and it makes me really sad whenever i think that once we

die i won't get to see you all again... if you turn to Him we can! we'll

never be apart then! i will pray for you forever.

love, your sis♥
Day 5 — Your dreams

dear dreams... will you PLEASE align yourself to God?!

and don't stop happening!! just because i'm content with whatever He

gives me at a particular time doesn't mean i shouldn't keep dreaming

so don't go away!! i remember when i thought you didn't exist anymore

and you couldn't ever come back... i'm glad things have changed :)

keep soaring!


Day 6 — A stranger

dear sir or madam.. did you know that there is this AMAZING God who loves you??

He's CRAZY about you!!!!!!! not only THAT but He wants to BE with YOU!! i know

this might be weird coming from a perfect stranger like me but let me tell you,

i know how your life goes. maybe it's okay maybe it's horrid but it's all the

same, at the end of the day when you lay your head down on that pillow or in

those quiet moments where it's just you, you KNOW something is missing. now,

maybe you're trying to fill that void with successes or achievements, friends,

or relationships, but let me tell you that He created that void just for Him

to fill!! He wants to be in a love relationship with you SO BADLY that He has

done EVERYTHING necessary to make it possible!! if you would like to hear more

just let me know, i'm always here :)


Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

i don't have any letters to write here lol. sorry all :P


Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

dear person.

we never talk anymore.

when we do i feel like i don't know you at all.

i have come to believe i'm a really bad friend because of this.

it hurts because i miss you & you are quite happy without me.

sincerely,

me.


Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

dear friend of mine...

you know who you are & how much i wish i could hug you.

we've talked, laughed, cried and stalked together.

our love for Jesus and music, not to mention our life stories

have made us more alike than anyone i've ever met in this life.

yet... our words are miles apart no matter what we do to try

and make the distance seem smaller. i've stopped dreaming of

being able to visit you & have set my hopes on seeing you on

the other side instead....hence why i've chosen you for this

letter. i'd love meet a million other people but you are number

one. love you always ♥


Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

dear person.

we used to be close.

we talked a LOT.

now we don't.

it feels as though you avoid me,

like i'm your last-resort of a friend.

i hate thinking that might be true.


Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

dear grandpa weidman...

i've always wanted to know you :)

from what i hear, i was your favorite grandchild and

even though your mind was going, you loved holding me

and that one time you almost dropped me? it's okay :)

i know you would't let go on purpose.

i love you ♥


Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

dear katie.

i do not hate you.

however i am still REALLY angry towards you...and i wish i wasn't.

you were the BEST friend i could ask for for SO many years!

what happened to change that?! i just don't understand how

getting a horse changed you into somebody that even your

family hates being around. all those years we spent by each

other's sides... it's such a sad thing to realize i will

never speak to you again, that we will never laugh again at

those jokes like we used to...but alas i have moved on.

have a great life.


Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

you won't and i can't fix it.
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

i could name a few dozen people here...

m, j, h, c, m, n, and on and on.
Day 15 — The person you miss the most

i've already mentioned that person in more than

one letter.
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

mandy & dee!!

i want to go to australia soooooooo bad ladies!!

never forget that i ♥ you bunches!!
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood


i give up on the rest of these. boringggggggggggggggggggg
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirro

letters. day 9.

You write a letter each day to the following:

Day 1 — Your Best Friend


dear Jesus :)

i love You with all that i know how.


without You i know i'd be dead in an eternal torment.

i don't deserve You.

i will never walk away from You.


♥ forever Yours.


Day 2 — Your Crush


i don't have a crush but um... dear future potential husband...

i'm waiting for you mister! get a move on! haha kidding!

but really, the thing i hope most for you is that you are

pursuing the Lord 100%. Not only do i want you to love Him more

than me, but i also will need you to help lead me because that's

how He designed us. i really hope also that you have a love and

passion for music, and not just listening to it but singing and

or playing/performing it as well!! let me tell you, i'm excited

to meet you like you probably don't even know =) i've never dated

ANYONE so i hope that means something to you ♥ be blessed until we

meet! :)
Day 3 — Your parents


dear mom & dad...

there's so much i could say here, how many times we've fought, how

much i still disagree with you on many things... we could reminisce

about all of the fun times from growing up, the amazing times we still

have, especially when its us 3 girls and you two in the van headed to

somewhere yet nowhere at the same time. i could write about the millions

of times i've helped you weed our garden, the countless tractor rides,

even the day we got our cats! there are many stories i could dictate here

like riding a ferry to madeline island then rock island and getting eaten

alive by biting flies and mosquitoes just so we could see a lighthouse :)

i could bring up mom's mountain dew addiction and dad's weird obsession

with making us all laugh so hard we can't breathe *cough*anita*cough*


...but instead of all of that... instead i choose to write the few

words that i know can sum it all up without saying too little or too much:


i love you.

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)


dear all 7 of my siblings (even you adam michael! can't wait to meet you someday!)

life has been CRAZY with all of you && i wouldn't trade a single one of you

for anything in the world!!! i DO wish that you would all come to know the

Jesus i do in the way i do, or even more! He loves you SO much more than you

could ever imagine and it makes me really sad whenever i think that once we

die i won't get to see you all again... if you turn to Him we can! we'll

never be apart then! i will pray for you forever.

love, your sis♥
Day 5 — Your dreams

dear dreams... will you PLEASE align yourself to God?!

and don't stop happening!! just because i'm content with whatever He

gives me at a particular time doesn't mean i shouldn't keep dreaming

so don't go away!! i remember when i thought you didn't exist anymore

and you couldn't ever come back... i'm glad things have changed :)

keep soaring!


Day 6 — A stranger

dear sir or madam.. did you know that there is this AMAZING God who loves you??

He's CRAZY about you!!!!!!! not only THAT but He wants to BE with YOU!! i know

this might be weird coming from a perfect stranger like me but let me tell you,

i know how your life goes. maybe it's okay maybe it's horrid but it's all the

same, at the end of the day when you lay your head down on that pillow or in

those quiet moments where it's just you, you KNOW something is missing. now,

maybe you're trying to fill that void with successes or achievements, friends,

or relationships, but let me tell you that He created that void just for Him

to fill!! He wants to be in a love relationship with you SO BADLY that He has

done EVERYTHING necessary to make it possible!! if you would like to hear more

just let me know, i'm always here :)


Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

i don't have any letters to write here lol. sorry all :P


Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

dear person.

we never talk anymore.

when we do i feel like i don't know you at all.

i have come to believe i'm a really bad friend because of this.

it hurts because i miss you & you are quite happy without me.

sincerely,

me.


Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

dear friend of mine...

you know who you are & how much i wish i could hug you.

we've talked, laughed, cried and stalked together.

our love for Jesus and music, not to mention our life stories

have made us more alike than anyone i've ever met in this life.

yet... our words are miles apart no matter what we do to try

and make the distance seem smaller. i've stopped dreaming of

being able to visit you & have set my hopes on seeing you on

the other side instead....hence why i've chosen you for this

letter. i'd love meet a million other people but you are number

one. love you always ♥


Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirro

Sunday, November 28, 2010

letters. day 8.

You write a letter each day to the following:

Day 1 — Your Best Friend


dear Jesus :)

i love You with all that i know how.


without You i know i'd be dead in an eternal torment.

i don't deserve You.

i will never walk away from You.


♥ forever Yours.


Day 2 — Your Crush


i don't have a crush but um... dear future potential husband...

i'm waiting for you mister! get a move on! haha kidding!

but really, the thing i hope most for you is that you are

pursuing the Lord 100%. Not only do i want you to love Him more

than me, but i also will need you to help lead me because that's

how He designed us. i really hope also that you have a love and

passion for music, and not just listening to it but singing and

or playing/performing it as well!! let me tell you, i'm excited

to meet you like you probably don't even know =) i've never dated

ANYONE so i hope that means something to you ♥ be blessed until we

meet! :)
Day 3 — Your parents


dear mom & dad...

there's so much i could say here, how many times we've fought, how

much i still disagree with you on many things... we could reminisce

about all of the fun times from growing up, the amazing times we still

have, especially when its us 3 girls and you two in the van headed to

somewhere yet nowhere at the same time. i could write about the millions

of times i've helped you weed our garden, the countless tractor rides,

even the day we got our cats! there are many stories i could dictate here

like riding a ferry to madeline island then rock island and getting eaten

alive by biting flies and mosquitoes just so we could see a lighthouse :)

i could bring up mom's mountain dew addiction and dad's weird obsession

with making us all laugh so hard we can't breathe *cough*anita*cough*


...but instead of all of that... instead i choose to write the few

words that i know can sum it all up without saying too little or too much:


i love you.

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)


dear all 7 of my siblings (even you adam michael! can't wait to meet you someday!)

life has been CRAZY with all of you && i wouldn't trade a single one of you

for anything in the world!!! i DO wish that you would all come to know the

Jesus i do in the way i do, or even more! He loves you SO much more than you

could ever imagine and it makes me really sad whenever i think that once we

die i won't get to see you all again... if you turn to Him we can! we'll

never be apart then! i will pray for you forever.

love, your sis♥
Day 5 — Your dreams

dear dreams... will you PLEASE align yourself to God?!

and don't stop happening!! just because i'm content with whatever He

gives me at a particular time doesn't mean i shouldn't keep dreaming

so don't go away!! i remember when i thought you didn't exist anymore

and you couldn't ever come back... i'm glad things have changed :)

keep soaring!


Day 6 — A stranger

dear sir or madam.. did you know that there is this AMAZING God who loves you??

He's CRAZY about you!!!!!!! not only THAT but He wants to BE with YOU!! i know

this might be weird coming from a perfect stranger like me but let me tell you,

i know how your life goes. maybe it's okay maybe it's horrid but it's all the

same, at the end of the day when you lay your head down on that pillow or in

those quiet moments where it's just you, you KNOW something is missing. now,

maybe you're trying to fill that void with successes or achievements, friends,

or relationships, but let me tell you that He created that void just for Him

to fill!! He wants to be in a love relationship with you SO BADLY that He has

done EVERYTHING necessary to make it possible!! if you would like to hear more

just let me know, i'm always here :)


Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

i don't have any letters to write here lol. sorry all :P


Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

dear person.

we never talk anymore.

when we do i feel like i don't know you at all.

i have come to believe i'm a really bad friend because of this.

it hurts because i miss you & you are quite happy without me.

sincerely,

me.


Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirro

Saturday, November 27, 2010

letters. day 6.

30 Daily Letters

You write a letter each day to the following:

Day 1 — Your Best Friend


dear Jesus :)

i love You with all that i know how.


without You i know i'd be dead in an eternal torment.

i don't deserve You.

i will never walk away from You.


♥ forever Yours.


Day 2 — Your Crush


i don't have a crush but um... dear future potential husband...

i'm waiting for you mister! get a move on! haha kidding!

but really, the thing i hope most for you is that you are

pursuing the Lord 100%. Not only do i want you to love Him more

than me, but i also will need you to help lead me because that's

how He designed us. i really hope also that you have a love and

passion for music, and not just listening to it but singing and

or playing/performing it as well!! let me tell you, i'm excited

to meet you like you probably don't even know =) i've never dated

ANYONE so i hope that means something to you ♥ be blessed until we

meet! :)
Day 3 — Your parents


dear mom & dad...

there's so much i could say here, how many times we've fought, how

much i still disagree with you on many things... we could reminisce

about all of the fun times from growing up, the amazing times we still

have, especially when its us 3 girls and you two in the van headed to

somewhere yet nowhere at the same time. i could write about the millions

of times i've helped you weed our garden, the countless tractor rides,

even the day we got our cats! there are many stories i could dictate here

like riding a ferry to madeline island then rock island and getting eaten

alive by biting flies and mosquitoes just so we could see a lighthouse :)

i could bring up mom's mountain dew addiction and dad's weird obsession

with making us all laugh so hard we can't breathe *cough*anita*cough*


...but instead of all of that... instead i choose to write the few

words that i know can sum it all up without saying too little or too much:


i love you.

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)


dear all 7 of my siblings (even you adam michael! can't wait to meet you someday!)

life has been CRAZY with all of you && i wouldn't trade a single one of you

for anything in the world!!! i DO wish that you would all come to know the

Jesus i do in the way i do, or even more! He loves you SO much more than you

could ever imagine and it makes me really sad whenever i think that once we

die i won't get to see you all again... if you turn to Him we can! we'll

never be apart then! i will pray for you forever.

love, your sis♥
Day 5 — Your dreams

dear dreams... will you PLEASE align yourself to God?!

and don't stop happening!! just because i'm content with whatever He

gives me at a particular time doesn't mean i shouldn't keep dreaming

so don't go away!! i remember when i thought you didn't exist anymore

and you couldn't ever come back... i'm glad things have changed :)

keep soaring!


Day 6 — A stranger

dear sir or madam.. did you know that there is this AMAZING God who loves you??

He's CRAZY about you!!!!!!! not only THAT but He wants to BE with YOU!! i know

this might be weird coming from a perfect stranger like me but let me tell you,

i know how your life goes. maybe it's okay maybe it's horrid but it's all the

same, at the end of the day when you lay your head down on that pillow or in

those quiet moments where it's just you, you KNOW something is missing. now,

maybe you're trying to fill that void with successes or achievements, friends,

or relationships, but let me tell you that He created that void just for Him

to fill!! He wants to be in a love relationship with you SO BADLY that He has

done EVERYTHING necessary to make it possible!! if you would like to hear more

just let me know, i'm always here :)


Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

i don't have any letters to write here lol. sorry all :P


Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirro

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

sometimes my thoughts just don't make sense.

sometimes i close my eyes,
sometimes i let my hunger rise,
and think of all You are,
You are the love of my life

_falling up "falling in love''


do you love Him?
how do you know?

something i've been pondering through the past few days is how the Lord will speak to me
in just a subtle, soft way to whisper "I love you!" now, nearly every single time this happens
to me i'm at work or with people and am so overwhelmed, my heart feels to bursting and so
whatever i am thinking or doing at that moment in time, i mentally and spiritually pause and
just LOVE Him back! (most people call this intimate moment worship) i guess this is a very
revolutionary thing for me, to worship without melodies or words even being sung. no one
is lifting their hands, there is no underlying rhythm of the moment, it is simple the Creator
and His creation, as one, in union, in a moment that is so beautiful it's past mere comprehension.

as i've worked retail more and more and learned new things, been exposed to different stuff
than years past, i had started to despise this time of year so many dub "the holidays". for
someone who works retail, "the holidays" means higher traffic in your store, typically crabbier
customers, really cheesy and almost too cheery tunes that should make you smile but instead
make you want to grumble when you first hear them. the store fronts are decorated with
"best sale of the season!" and "great black friday specials!!" "holiday fashions now in!" and my
favorite "warm up with great savings!"
not only do all of these things push and push and push the time of the year on us, but we are
bombarded by images of the "perfect" family holiday -- movies, photos, commercials, and
our expectations of each other rise. this only breeds disappointment and typically (in my
experience at least) arguments and fights that have no place at this time of the year.

the problem is very clear to me, yet it amazes me at how many don't see it.

as a society, we are using "the holidays" to try and create warm, fuzzy feelings within ourselves,
we're attempting to manifest joy and 'peace on earth' in a 'cup of good cheer' when really all we
need is Jesus! if we would just give our days and ourselves over to Him in all of their fullness,
none of these distractions would deter us from remembering the REAL reason for WHY we
have Thanksgiving, for WHY we have Christmas!! our AMAZING God came down in PHYSICAL form to this LOWLY earthly place, to be born in a body as we are, so that He could testify to
every good truth of God and to give us LIFE!

now, sure, those of us who are Christians do the "manger scenes" and "tell the Christmas story"
but our hearts aren't really in awe of Him and the actuality that the One who made EVERY
SINGLE THING in this life and the next left His PERFECT place to come among US filthy,
sinful and BROKEN... and He came in love. and He showed us what love IS. He taught us that
every good and perfect thing comes from Him, not our emotions, not our desires, not even our
good intentions to give during this time of year.

as i pondered all of these things at work today i began to be filled more and more with a passion
and a hope to LIVE more FULLY this year and this season than ever i have before!
in years past, Thanksgiving and Christmas to me would always be about the family time spent
together baking, and shopping and watching specials on tv. the bonding that occurred when we
would gift shop for each other was something that you couldn't just re-create....but still, on
Thanksgiving night, and Christmas night, i would go to bed and i couldn't help feeling that i had
missed out on something huge. ...maybe i hadn't sat close enough to my sisters, or maybe i
hadn't sung enough carols...but then again i knew that wasn't really it either.

when it all comes down to it, we are not loving Him as He deserves this time of year.
we aren't even seeing and knowing Him as He wants us to! we're letting the depiction
of Him that the world has offered us year after year, cloud our minds with images of
Him that may not even be true!

example: our american depiction of the manger scene is 3 wise men bringing gifts to Christ
as an infant when in actuality, we do not know how many wise men there were! indeed yes
they brought Him gifts of incense, gold and myrrh but no where in the Word does it say 3
of them.


to all of my blog readers, i challenge you to re-discover the Jesus you think you know.
is He who the world is painting a picture of or who He said He is?

letters. day 6.

30 Daily Letters

You write a letter each day to the following:

Day 1 — Your Best Friend


dear Jesus :)

i love You with all that i know how.


without You i know i'd be dead in an eternal torment.

i don't deserve You.

i will never walk away from You.


♥ forever Yours.


Day 2 — Your Crush


i don't have a crush but um... dear future potential husband...

i'm waiting for you mister! get a move on! haha kidding!

but really, the thing i hope most for you is that you are

pursuing the Lord 100%. Not only do i want you to love Him more

than me, but i also will need you to help lead me because that's

how He designed us. i really hope also that you have a love and

passion for music, and not just listening to it but singing and

or playing/performing it as well!! let me tell you, i'm excited

to meet you like you probably don't even know =) i've never dated

ANYONE so i hope that means something to you ♥ be blessed until we

meet! :)
Day 3 — Your parents


dear mom & dad...

there's so much i could say here, how many times we've fought, how

much i still disagree with you on many things... we could reminisce

about all of the fun times from growing up, the amazing times we still

have, especially when its us 3 girls and you two in the van headed to

somewhere yet nowhere at the same time. i could write about the millions

of times i've helped you weed our garden, the countless tractor rides,

even the day we got our cats! there are many stories i could dictate here

like riding a ferry to madeline island then rock island and getting eaten

alive by biting flies and mosquitoes just so we could see a lighthouse :)

i could bring up mom's mountain dew addiction and dad's weird obsession

with making us all laugh so hard we can't breathe *cough*anita*cough*


...but instead of all of that... instead i choose to write the few

words that i know can sum it all up without saying too little or too much:


i love you.

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)


dear all 7 of my siblings (even you adam michael! can't wait to meet you someday!)

life has been CRAZY with all of you && i wouldn't trade a single one of you

for anything in the world!!! i DO wish that you would all come to know the

Jesus i do in the way i do, or even more! He loves you SO much more than you

could ever imagine and it makes me really sad whenever i think that once we

die i won't get to see you all again... if you turn to Him we can! we'll

never be apart then! i will pray for you forever.

love, your sis♥
Day 5 — Your dreams

dear dreams... will you PLEASE align yourself to God?!

and don't stop happening!! just because i'm content with whatever He

gives me at a particular time doesn't mean i shouldn't keep dreaming

so don't go away!! i remember when i thought you didn't exist anymore

and you couldn't ever come back... i'm glad things have changed :)

keep soaring!


Day 6 — A stranger

dear sir or madam.. did you know that there is this AMAZING God who loves you??

He's CRAZY about you!!!!!!! not only THAT but He wants to BE with YOU!! i know

this might be weird coming from a perfect stranger like me but let me tell you,

i know how your life goes. maybe it's okay maybe it's horrid but it's all the

same, at the end of the day when you lay your head down on that pillow or in

those quiet moments where it's just you, you KNOW something is missing. now,

maybe you're trying to fill that void with successes or achievements, friends,

or relationships, but let me tell you that He created that void just for Him

to fill!! He wants to be in a love relationship with you SO BADLY that He has

done EVERYTHING necessary to make it possible!! if you would like to hear more

just let me know, i'm always here :)


Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirro