i'll blog. i'm so frustrated with sooo much right now. frustrated with where i stand with God, frustrated with relationships, frustrated by the fact that i'm sick with a cough and a cold just mere days before the concert i've been looking forward to for months, annoyed that i'm feeling like this, sick of feeling like this, wishing i could just snap out of it and wake up or something because all i feel is madness. i want to snap and just scream out loud. when my parents look at me and congratulate me for how perfect i am i just want to scream in their faces that i'm not that i need to be free to make mistakes that i need to be free.
note: this blog was written the thursday before the disciple concert.
wow. reading this and then knowing how i am now...is incredible. i am only posting this so i can look back and see the change. for those who are wondering, yes, i am blogging about the show just please be patient i can only "write" during certain times and i've been very busy lately. it's a good third of the way done so stay tuned.
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