Monday, April 25, 2011

Your love.

this song has been on my mind all day...and i've been thinking.



it's not a coincidence that i've always been more drawn to the Kenosha congregation,
it's not a coincidence that the teaching series there currently is the love of God, something
that i have questioned and struggled with for a very long time.
where have i ended up living? 2 blocks from the building.
who prayed with me to receive the Holy Spirit? one of the elders from LLCC-K.

all of this has just hit me recently, revelation or call it what you like, but i put it
together for the first time. and well, lately i've been questioning whether Kenosha
is right for me and i have deduced that currently and in this season, it is right.
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in other news, spring is TOTALLY here, the temperature is rising and i'm just getting
more and more thrilled for warm weather. thrilled to spend hours by the lake, thrilled to
be OUTSIDE again in the glorious sunshine, and the rain too. thrilled to get to know more
people and do more things. there is hope and happiness in the near future and i am excited.

my spirit is stirring. something is going to happen soon, something significant.
i don't currently know what it might be, but i am pressing into God and as of now
He is just speaking to me to ground myself in the Word more and more and more.
get to know people, form RELATIONSHIPS, something i tend to not do, i tend to be socially
awkward and also i tend to seek solitude rather than be with people. i don't want to be
like that forever though, i want to be a relational being. that's how i was created afterall:)

you know what i think the BEST part of lately is?
the colors and life that are sprouting up everywhere.
every morning when i get up, i look out the kitchen window and rain or shine,
i see squirrels chasing each other, digging for treasures and scampering after each other.
i notice the subtle changes in the earth and plants around me, one day its slightly green
and the next day flowers have burst into life, as if only so i can see them.

i never realised how much i missed colour.

goodbye winter.

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