Day 18

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.

my inability to be comfortable around people. i always feel SO AWKWARD in social situations and i hate it.

Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.

the only thing i love about me and the fact that i've chosen Jesus.

nothing else about me has worth really. just Jesus.

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.

hating myself. it started when my friend hurt me & said goodbye and gets worse

progressively then i break, get better for awhile and start the descent again.

i didn't do anything to her & need to stop hating myself for it.

Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.

her, for almost making me break after i trusted another person again.

for the lies, for the hatred, for everything that makes the memories so hard.

Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.

change someone else's life, be remembered.

Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.

go back to college.

Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.

my sisters & brothers and my nieces. friends every once in awhile, and Jesus.

Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.

many people but i would never name names.

Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.

i won't list names, just letters cuz it's not fair to them to be named here.

k, l, j, m, c, j, h, a, and lastly, m, at least i think on that one.

Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.

need to let go... everyone.

and as far as the 2nd part to that question, everyone i've met, i don't wish not knowing anyone

Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.

hair or makeup. occasionally "you look cute". whatever they're just saying it to be socially acceptable.

Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.

everything else that i didn't list above.

Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.

disciple. skillet. linkin park. creed.

Day 14 → A hero that has let you down.

i don't like these naming people questions because it's rude. yes, i have some heroes who've let me down but no i'm not going to write it here. jeeze.

Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.

Jesus. Hope. Music. Art. the first 2 especially.

Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.

boobs. you might laugh at me but seriously. they're just so annoying! they limit what you can

wear, they make it hard to exercise, ya gotta wear a bra all the time, it's just annoying!!

Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.

reading "a tale of two cities" changed my views on a lot things, especially selflessness.

Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.

it's not okay. whether or not this angers my friends, i don't care.

no, i don't judge people who support gay rights, but i don't.

HOWEVER, i am not opposed to having friends who are gay or praying for them.

they're still people too and anyone who disagrees and treats them like crap ought to be slapped.

God loves everyone so what makes us any different?

Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.