but you won't get to see the tears i cried.

behind these hazel eyes

-kelly clarkson

I told you everything

Opened up and let you in

You made me feel alright

For once in my life

Now all that's left of me

Is what I pretend to be

So together, but so broken up inside

'Cause I can't breathe

No, I can't sleep

I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it, can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up, deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out

For hating you, I blame myself

Seeing you it kills me now

No, I don't cry on the outside

Anymore.

i dedicate this song to you. you know who you are. i can't trust you anymore and that kills me. i trusted you more than i've ever trusted any other friend ever. it hurts to know you don't miss me. it hurts because i miss you. the end of summer is coming up and i used to dream about us hanging out like you said so long ago. it's okay, don't worry though, cuz see, i don't cry on the outside anymore. i'm back to have a steel-smile. perfect on the outside.